blessing in disguise

thank you-
marc dahling >> for being so patient, kind, FORGIVING, understanding, loving, joy-giver. for coming all the way down to settle my issues.
babee, i know that sometimes i may be very very demanding and i do not understand. BUT i thought about it for a long long time last night, and i realised that you really are a big boy now.. 19 already.. and i really should let you go.. have a great big social life of your own.. i can't keep you by me all the time.. and i suddenly thought about your friends saying that i need a pet.. maybe i really needed one then.. but i no longer do. i really know that i have to grow up.. and i'll do it.. suddenly, it doesnt' matter about my views and all.. i've been too sheltered my whole life. as long as your happy, i'll be happy for you (: and i will share all pain, sorrows and joy with you, love. i have also realised that you are NOT like jonathan, and you will NOT do the things he did.. your different. i'll build up that trust boy.. i'm sorry for everything i've done to cause pain and all. *muahh*

su xian >> for the tissue paper.
tim&eugene&helmi&calvin >> for attempting to cheer me up. and for lunching with me.
ade >> for lunching and for smiling to make me feel better.
brenda >> for pinching my cheeks and making me feel better.
jackson (eh lei lei) & darius >> for hearing me out and actually talking me through things.
some 05S01 people >> for attempting to make me smile by joking and poking fun of me.
ying bing's girlfriend/brenda's friend >> for helping me think of things to do so i won't just sit around and feel worse (:
li yi >> for asking and showing concern.

mixed feelings

wed. had some lame fire drill thingie.. and they made us stay under the hot sun while lecturing us and giving us announcements. while we just stood there under the shelter for little umbrellas in the ratio of 3 to 1. the teachers were until the big shelter and shade!! it was absolutely not fair. went for some meeting for funding raising on sunday. got scolded again for being slow. went for house carnival. choir boys' and girls' got first (: but the girls' team got disqualified :( marc baby got 3 gold medals (: (: (: im happy. and yes. i'm a proud girlfriend. heh. went to sell apples with cadbury chocolate over it. no one wanted to buy. so stingy. it's for choir's fund raising. the moment they hear choir, they dun wanna buy. lesson learnt : approach your friends. they bought. after that went around selling apples alone. heh. i ate 4 apples in total! (: must be very healthy. ade bought 5. thanks a lot girlie. babee bought 1. (: thanks dear. mrs wee gave us $10 for the price of 6 apples. while mr osman spent $5 on one apple (: we have such nice teachers. while mr ang told us to go swim to australia if we didn't have enough money. bleaghh. went home at like 7ish. and reached home at 8ish. dead tired. tried to sleep early but couldn't.

today. after school. which ended late!! :( 20 mins late. ade, darius and i trooped down to police academy (ade's future school mind you) via cabbie. pjc was playing against cjc in rugby. and i tell you. the referee was biased. i don't know much about the game, but my brother has been playing it since he was sec one. i should know when i see a biased referee. humph. im angry. but. IT'S OK BOYS!! PJC RUGBY STILL ROCKS THE SAME!! (: met jo and ky there!! goodness me. i missed them so much lahh. haha. felt really out of place there. everyone there was either acjc, rjc or touch ruggers. oh wells. went round taking photos. getting our shoes dirty. had quite a bit of fun. until i managed to call jane. and she was on her way to school and abandoned me there!! irritating. i was so angry. and worse was the toilet wasn't functioning. i was even more angry. i went crazy. i started crying and laughing. second time it happended in my whole life. hai. my life is really bad. but my luck started to turn when i put in a one dollar coin in the vending machine and i managed to get 3 drinks out of the machine!! I ROCK!! admit it! hehe. ade was kind enough to take a bus back with me all the way to pjc to get my school bag. they still had sectionals. but i was in a damn bad mood today. so i went home first. sorry altos. and jane, you better watch out ah!!

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i wish:

_i can be as independent as he is
_i didn't see the need to rely on him
_connie didn't have to go
_i was given one day of rest from schoolwork
_i can be a better girlfriend
_rach chah & i can go for high tea soon
_i didn't have to feel so cold in this sunny morning
_i didn't feel so empty inside
_there was more to this life than living and dying

last day! :(

woke up late today!! :(
missed the 9am service for church again
so i had to go for the 11am one..
sorry altos for not being able to help out today!!
i feel damn bad lahh..
they're doing some fund-raising and i couldn't help them 'cos i woke up late.
haii.. went for service..
and the pastor was so funny!!
he was talking about people worshiping with their mouths and not their hearts and mind..
it's just like when parents sing a lalluby to a baby..
they do not think of the meaning of the song..
rock a by baby on the tree top
when the wind blows the cradle will rock
when the bow breaks the cradle will fall
and down will come baby cradle and all.
one of the most common songs that parents sing without thinking about.
haha. yeahh.. went for lunch and walked around..
went home cos the new maid was here..
after that i went to cut my hair..
haha.. my fringe is sorta shorter than i wanted it to be..
to s small extent, i look like a china doll :(
but to a larger extent i do not!! (:
haha. that's a good thing lahh..
came home and fell asleep. finished up my geog notes..
tomorrow i gotta study for my geog test and do my geog assignment.
dunno if i can go library and study 'cos most of my notes are in the computer :(
yup.. went for dinner at jerry's bbq and grills
the food there is great
but i tell you the CHOCOLATE DESSERT IS THE BEST!!!
yum yum.. there was like chocolate fudge oozing out of the chocolate cake!! splendid!!
came home and connie's gonna sleep in my room
cos it's her last night in singapore :( :( :(
and cecilia is in her room.. so yeahh..
yup!! that's all.. im gonna i dunno. heh.
im sleepy lahh..

yesterday!!

saturday:

happy birthday jiaxin!!
went to school late..
firstly i woke up late and then my mummy had to pick a fight with me..
long story..
haii.. no wonder why ade's mummy and mine are such good friends.
and click so well. bleaghh.
went to school for econs make up lecture.
and miss kat was so cute and funny lahh..
she was making all these funny noises..
and all the weird phrases she was using..
hahahaha.. totally different from normal school days..
and jiaxin's boyfriend (i dunno how to spell his name) came to crash the lecture.
so sweeeet right? he went for extra lessons so that they can go out after that..
haha.. and so that it's counted he spent her whole birthday with her..
yup!! ade and i went to get connie something from lot one..
it's very nice.. haha.. i like the necklace ya?
but because i like connie more, i'm gonna give it to her willingly.
i'm gonna miss connie!!!!!!!
went for lunch at kfc and then our class came..
and when they walked in, there was this bright orange thingie..
the whole place because so brightly lighted up..
after lunchie, ade went home to get her stuff before meeting ching to study..
while i went to woodlands (like i do every saturday) to meet my boy..
he's so hardworking.. he reached the library at like 10 plus?
i reached at round 12 plus and i did my gp work and re-did my geog notes..
it was freezing in the library lahh..
so we went walk walk for a while..
and guess what? I WENT TO LOOK AT THE ATLAS!!
and there's an island called sarah island
i got my own island lahh.. it's in canada..
and we saw christmas island.. that little island that some minister in singapore sold to aussie!!
and we saw some countries that looked like a bear.
so interesting lahh..
i had to rush home after that..
and a few steps into the house.. i shouted "EXCUSE ME?! CAN YOU SHUT UP FOR A WHILE?"
at my stupid cousin.. irritating.. she's like some gang leader can or not? arghhh..
and the other two were just being her minions..
i mean.. she's primary 2 and she's using the f word, b*tch, sh*t, bloody idiot etc.
PRIMARY TWO!!!! wahhh.. i was so angry..
'cos she was bullying my niece.. in fact HER niece as well..
and her newphew just because they are half malay.. she's so racist.
bahh.. oh wells.. it's their life.
i'm just gonna haf to make sure that my nieces don't become like her.
when my parents came back i told my daddy
and my daddy went to complain to my cousin's mom!!
haha. so funny.. and then my aunty was like o_O where did she learn these words from?
haha. to yadala.
i went to sleep early. (:

recap!!

tuesday:
school. gpp was rejected.
ONE BIG CROSS.
supposed to split the work amongst ourselves.
but i had vjc choir concert to attend so couldn't do anything,
sorry girls.
florence had medical check up so she wasn't in school.
jensen? haii..
went home. showered. changed.
met astro and cui jing at cck mrt.
took a cab there..
and the cab got into an accident. how luck.
we were all leaning on one side for the fun of it.. and suddenly the taxi driver started steering left and right. and left and right..
at first we thought he was playing but then realised that he wasn't..
he jammed break and the car spinned like 270 degrees (about one and a half rounds?)
and the smashed onto the railings on the road.. and it hit the railings on my side.
OUCH!! while cui jing was laughing her head off 'cos it was so fun.. for her..
i was in pain. we started messaging people to tell them we had a car accident.
and babee was so cute and sweeet lahh..
he called to check on me 'cos he thought i was in mortal danger..
i think it's very very sweeet of him.. (: to think that way.
and to even bother to worry. (: (: (:
and we were eating french fries when the accident happened.
so we dirtied the taxi.
and since the chilli sauce kinda got onto my jeans
haha.. so astro came up with this lame story to con everyone.
that he was unconscious. cui jing was fine 'cos she was in the middle and my leg was bleeding.
because astro was with us, no one believed at first.
but with our great skills.. they believed us..
and i felt so bad after the whole thing.. i told them the truth.
VJC CHOIR ROCKS LAHH!!!
they are so so gooooood!! (:
and i saw jolencia. she's still the same little mg girl.
and i can scream as high as that soprano. cool or wad?
reached home at like 11ish.. hai..

wednesday:
went to school. damn tired.
had pw.. assigned task to everyone individually to go home and do.
had choir. but forgot to bring my cheque to school.
went home to get it.. and then followed marc dearie to look for crickets..
haha.. and i was looking at them while he had his lunchie..
and i go attached to them..
go figure. haha.. and i was so sad.. when they were away from me.
hehe. i still like boo a lot more!! (:
went back to school to hand in the cheque..
and haha. the teachers left school already.
did my pw (i did on proposal)
went home to do econs..
rushed it out.. and it got very messy.
went to sleep.

thursday:
everyone was dead in class 'cos gpp was due today!!
but guess wat.. the printers in school are spoilt.
the internet is down for usage of hotmail and gmail.
so they pw department was nice enough to entend the dateline to friday.
YAY!! wasn't feeling very well. had a headache
so i skipped choir for the first time in my life!!
haha. babee brought me home (:
continued to rush on pw.
and had to study math test.

today:
math test was first thign in the morning..
and if np=5 and p=0.1
is in consider poisson or binomial?
haha.. dunno lahh..
definitely gonna fail the test 'cos i didn't know the two parts of question 2 were connected..
so i left othe second part blank.
bahhh.. miss lee dint' come for gp..
and yeahh.. loads of surprises today lahh..
yup. had choir. and we had to learn the MOST BORING song i have ever heard.
help!! haha.. it's not english and i dunno how to pronounce anything.
haha. then we had pizza!!
and then waiting for him to finish his shower..
and then went home!!
long long day of study tomorrow
got loads of work to finish. crap

thanks

thankyou:
ade - for the encouragement!! (:
eugene - for helping me remember the sec one live..
brenda - for missing mee. haha. i miss mg!!
kimberly - for the gentle reminder that jc life's another chapter in our lives.
li yi - for dropping by.
anonymous - for the tip.

BUT like i said.. there's no such thing as love without trust.
if i love marc, i gotta trust him.
even if one day, he does break my trust.
it doesn't matter.
'cos i know, nobody's perfect.
and we're all human and we all make mistakes.

i shouldn't be wasting precious time blogging now..
but i really needed to thank my dear friends for their encouragements.
so im gonna study now..
tata

realisation of truth

people say that jc life is when you reach the peak..
when you learn everything about life.. experience so much more.
i guess they're right..
but how am i to survive my years in this school?
it really saddens me sometimes when i just stand there and watch the world go pass me..
everyone's so happy. living their lives..
some have a happy facade, yet hurting inside.

latifah and i were sitting in class today and we realised.
we don't have friends in this class.
acquaintance, maybe.
classmates, definitely.
but how many people in class are there that we can actually call friends.
practically the only friends i have is latifah and ade.
everyone has their own cliques, their own way of life..
we just felt so empty and so left out.
i miss mgs. all of the sudden. so much it makes me cry..
friendships of 4 years, some 10..
friends split up just like that.
leaving us to look after ourselves in this cruel world.
i really dunno how i'm gonna survive..
i thought i left the ac-mg culture 'cos i was tired of the game of popularity..
but it's just the same everywhere.. just that in pjc, it's just more direct.
when they think your ugly, *bam* it's right in your face.
when they think you aren't accepted, it comes straight at you.
doesn't anyone think about other people's feelings anymore?
it's funny how this world works.
it hurts when the truth is put right in your face,
yet if it doesn't, it becomes hypocrisy.
i really dunno what to do anymore..

I'M GOING TO RUN BACK TO BACK ONE DAY AND GIVE EVERYONE A BIG HUGGG
IM SO GONNA HUG THE WALL TOO!!!

replies

i can't stand it when people tag my tagboard and yet they refuse to leave their name.
now there's an anonymous.. last time there was a pj girl.. what's up lahh?

replies to tagboard:
sherilyn: haha. TPS is like uncontactable anyway. haha. so not much of a diff right? she's missing. and yes lahh.. you and your edison chen.. haha. IF you do find him, invite me to the wedding. i'll be your flower girl!! (:
anonymous: is there any particular reason why your saying this? yeah i know love is blind. but love is about trust. i'd rather risk the hurts and trust then to love without trust.
newbster: sorry i couldn't reply your messages.. haha. i was in school lahh... wad's up?

okie!! im done with my replies..
i just realised that i have no homework due tomorrow!!
that's like once in a lifetime ever since i entered jc life lahh..
been really busy with all the pw stuff and all the assignments..
it's driving all of us mad..
it's really quite tiring.. so different from the secondary school life we used to live.
i think im gonna sleep early tonight.
so that i can wake up tomorrow feeling rather fresh.
i got my 2.4km run tomorrow and my 5 stations..
oh mummy, you gotta help me..
my parents are comign home tonight..
and i need to get back all my moneyy!! im broke!! hahhaa..
and to think im going to the esplanade tomorrow with zero dollars on me..
haha. yup. gotta go wash up and do chinese for a while.

shoe shopping

i asked my brother to wake me up before going to church..
but he forgot about me :(
so i indirectly skipped church.. haii..
i woke up at like 11am? was dead tired.
i went to get my running shoes today!!
cos my trust shoes spoilt. i loved those shoes ok?
my shoes for like 4 years and 5 months?
haii.. but i love my new shoes too!!
one more thing to strike out from my wishlist!!
they have orange stripes..
so my babee says.. but i still think it's a very deep colour of peach.
haha. oh wells.. they still look nice.
thanks dear for going shoe shopping with me!!
i was so indecisive about the shoes lahh..
haha.. get used to it.. i don't usually buy shoes so im no good at shoe shopping.
and marc dahling was really patient about it.. haha. as least i knew he was trying.
i sensed some impatience.. but WHO WOULDN'T!?
haha.. record.. i took less than 2 hours to find a shoe i was happy with.
haha.. oh congratulate me..
went over to ikea's burger king and did my econs concept map..
so many to do.. i dunno whether it was supposed to be summarized into one whole lump of "price theory" or individual.
so i just did individual to be on the safe side.
and i think i remember better like that.
went hunting for ways to get home.. and trying to remember where's the 961 bus stop.
and i found it (: I FOUND IT!!
took a bus home.. and fell asleep as usual.
went home for dinner and watched deep blue sea
and we were like criticizing the girl the whole time.. 'cos all of them died because of her!!!
haha. yup. gonna finish my econs now..
to ade >> please call me when you know how to do your econs on elasticity on supply ya?

thurs.fri.sat

thursday
120505. happy 3rd month sugar!!
i tried to make it a VERY happy 3rd month but being myself, i fail. teribly.
i just can't seem to get anything right. do anything right.
im always making mistakes. haii..
nobody's perfect, i just happen to be a little less perfect than others.
but all's well now.

had econs test today.
think i'm gonna fail. i got inelastic and elastic mixed up.
first econs test im going to fail during JAE. idiot lahh.
and had to study for math test.
gp test.
and do all the work and bahhh..
was rushing my preliminary ideas and i slept at like 2am?
'cos i had to complete it with a proper format.
then i had to fix the computer.
and send ade the file for printing at her place 'cos my trusty printer failed me!! :(
thanks ade.

friday
started my day with like maths.
had 1 hour and 15 mins before mr wong started on the test.
and shite.. first time i fell asleep in lessons.
darn. stupid project work.
so time consuming la :(
i think im gonna get like 4/10 for my test.
haha. supposed to be 0 but mr wong took my paper and saw mistakes
and asked me to check my working. (:
thank you mr wong. haha. since it'll be counted in CA he has to be nice.
we had cons lecture after that.
and WE ALL LOVE MISS KAT!!
she's a much better lecturer.
at least we understood everything she said.
had the Q&A session and in 1 hour. they only answered like 3 questions?
haha. not a very effective way of letting us know things.
spent 3-quarter of my 2 hour break on my pi
and the other half an hour to eat.
haha. the stall no. 8 uncle was so funny..
he was like "gei ta duo yi dian liao!!" (give her more ingredients)
then the lady looked at him like "why"
and he was like "ta shi marc de peng you" (she's marc's friend)
haha.. and he told me.. "marc's our friend"
haha. how lucky!! i had more food to eat (:
all thanks to my babeee.
then had gp test. i think i was writing crap.
felt like i was writing a secondary school essay.
haha. had rehearsal for college day!!
debrief and went home.
(:

saturday
today!! went for choir at 1 in school.
was late :( i can't seem to wake up in time to have time to make mistakes.
haha. did some warm ups.
and went to change and put make up. and do up hair.
waited in the LT3.
until it was our turn
haha. oh yes and the choir was eating like pigs.
and we watched the dance girls keep their tummys flat and toned.
haha. it was our turn next.. haha.
too bad we couldnt' wash the dance and tls perform.
but i think the choir did nicely.
we could even hear echoes at the last note in lt4. cool or wad?
haha. i love PJC CHOIR!! (:
even though we know that the school doesnt' like us very much!!
humph. go sing lahh..
got some girls, there was saying in the toilet that our singing sucks :(
and that we spoilt the school song.
but i thot that the school song sounded a lot nicer fast than slow lahh..
nevermind. different people got different taste.
they just happen to like slow, solemn songs better.
everyone has their own rights to their opinions.
HAHA. nancy came over cos her teacher sent her..
and she looked so happy to see us. how sweet (:
yeahh. the guys were doing some stupid stuff..
and it was very hilarious lahh.. and the girls were sane (:
took a bus home ALONE.. i had to FEND FOR MYSELF!!
and i did it.. haha.
was supposed to go out with the class for some class outing.
but the whole program ended too late ya..
sorrie 05A07.
it's like 10.11pm now.. and i havent' started on my homework.
and i don't have time tomorrow 'cos i might wanna go buy shoes (:
haha see first lahh..
i think i should start some now. just in case i have to go buy shoes tomorrow.
so see ya!!!
im going to be busy!!

im angry

yesterday.. after school i had choir.
and in between after school and choir.. i had like 4 and a half hours to waste.
haii.. haha.. went for choir and went home..
yesternight was one of the scariest nights.
my mommie came to talk to me.. and yeahh..

today.. I WAS ALMOST LATE FOR SCHOOL!!
school management is getting more and more.. *dot dot dot*
they to confiscate our bags, handphones, mp3 players etc.
and even expel us!! sadist!! do they enjoy it so much?
oh and eugene came up with something intersting.
define "stealing". taking things without permission (and not giving it back)
doesn't that mean that our school is stealing our stuff?

mr wong doestn' let us listen to music in class anymore :(
why? because the school doestn' allow it!!
went to talk to lao shi about us not understanding her classes..
and she said she'd slow down specially for us (:
she isn't so bad afterall.
had recess and i realised that the cool hair cut that darrel has..
haha.. actually spells kx (which stands for kaixin) on the side of his hair!!
i was terribly amused by it lahh..
had econs. and goodness me..
the lecturer was talking so fast that none of us caught a thing he was talking about.
something about the diagram of inelastic/elastic dunno what lahh..
and tomorrow got econs test..
the work is just piling up!! :( :( :(
but life is good!!
cos i got my babee to go through all the happy times with me
and go through all the shite with me!!
and that's what makes us stronger.

i feel just fine.
contented.
happy!!!

marc dearie,
YOU add colour to my life
and make my life BEAUTIFUL!!

i wore the school tieeeee

messages
today went to school as usual.
haha. and i was wearing the school tie for the entire day!!
congratulations sarah.. you've survived one day wearing that ugly tie..
and honestly, i don't think i looked ugly wearing that tie, so im fine with it.
haha. thanks to florence for lending me her tie
and ade for lending her her sister's tie.
haha. i did all my econs homework, and for once im not afraid to go for econs. heh XD
and i've got kelly clarkson's gone in my head today!!
haha.. together with jesse mccartney's beautiful soul!!
haha.. so fun!! was listening to ade's ipod again in math class...
and our math lecturer was PMSing today.. even though i dun noe how.. i mean he's a man afterall..
so yes.. i need to get a book for all my homework and test and all (:
haha.. i feel so unorganised using a postcard. heh.
after school went to the library to look for geog stuff..
met my marc babee and went to macs to do work there..
and guess what? it's better there. for me lahh..
took a bus home myself.. first time ok!!!! haha..
im learning to be an independent girlfriend now!! (:
haha.. and i think im getting better.. but independent doesn't mean i'll forget my marc sweetie ok?
met celestine on the way backk.. and took bus with her..
decided to take an alternate route today since i was alone anyway.
and it was like 15 mins to my curfew and i didn't wanna get home so early.
haha. went home and ate my dinner. with a lot of extra food.
damn full lahh.. haha. watched a little tv.
started blogging. here!! (:
haha.. and im listening to dancing in the moonlight.
and you know? i feel like dancing in the moonlight now..
* i miss my baby boy :(

mummys' dayy

piling work

the following are my homework left:
gp essay outline by thursday
gp essay by thursday
study for chinese test by monday
study for math quiz by friday
read up on gp notes for test by friday
math tutorial S4 by monday
chinese worksheet by monday
geog essay by tuesday
econs TYS (understanding Yed, Ced, Ped) by monday
other jcs econs questions (optional)
econs lecture booklet tutorial by monday

IM DOOMED!!
yeah. im doomed. you got that right.

happy econs day!!
went to woodlands library to study with marc dahling.
and this time i didn't get distracted.
haha. reached there early and i saw maria.
when he came, went to look for space at the library.
and saw jia xin and her boyfriend (dunno how to spell his name =X)
while we sat on the floor using the chair as a table.
haha. got chased out quite a few times but we didnt' budge.
because they said no self study hours during that time.
haha.. only for people go do reference.
so we got CLEVER!! we took econs textbooks off the shelf and pretended to use it as refrence books so they couldn't chase us out.. can they? (:
we sat on the floor till our legs were cramped. well at least mine.
and jia xin is the best!! (:
she's so nice she's so sweet, she found us seats for us!!
haha. left after a while to watch kingdom of heaven.
quite alright lahh.. but there was orlando!! but he didn't look good there.
bleaghh. went for dinner with my babee's family!!
haha. squeeeeze at the back of the car (: so cosy. heh.
went to eat and then they sent me home!!
so im here now.. sleepy and all.
very full indeed.
connie was preparing for her party when i got home.
i was of no help. heh.

congrats band!!

PJC SYMPHONIC BAND OBTAINED A GOLD AWARD IN SYF CENTRAL JUDGING!!
congratulations band!! you did our school proud!!
haha. yup.. im so happy for them lahh..
they really trained really hard. (:

went to school as usual and walked around the place.
oh and yoke mei asked me about her hair..
so funny!! not her hair but the way she asked about the hair. heh.
yupp.. went for geography lecture.
and my stomach was killing me lahh..
growling and growling.. haii..
break. then we did last minute homework.
and my homework is piling up.. every subject i take!!
and pw isn't helping much either..
had math lecture and the lecturer was practically rushing through the entire chapter.. we finished S5 and S6 today if i remember correctly.
had break again. we were doing more work.
haha.. then 4 hours straight of tutorials.
geog. chinese. gp. econs. HELP!!
oh!! pjc rugby played against rjc today!!
it's ok!! (: we're still proud of you guys!!
and i wanted to go home immediately after school,
BUT it started to pour!! really heavily. even if i had a umbrella it wouldn't help at all.. ridiculous.
and i was freeeeezing. so i stayed back to discuss pw..
and did math. now im gonna do my pi. im stressed. yes i am!!
yup.. that's how my day passed.
i should go do my pw now before i have to stay up until 1,2,3,4am? to complete it.

FOOD!!

PJC CHOIR OBTAINED A SILVER IN SYF CENTRAL JUDGING
congratulations choir. we did well (:
we took one step higher and reached a silver!!
we improved. ya?

thank you-
dahling. mummy. mumtazah. faisal. cuijing. teck yen. ade. ching. clement. helmi. kenny. latifah. li yi. florence. eileen. peiling. su xian. jia xin. tim. dennis. yee ting. felicia. calvin. ching. jo. pristine. amos. shirleen. our serniors. colin. shaun. and all those whom i forgot.

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENT!! (:
though we didn't get a gold that we're supposed to bring back to pjc for you, THANK YOU ANYWAY!!

yup!! today had syf and i tell you.. hwa chong institute's choir was like WOAH!! they had all the sound effects and what not.. haha.. cool lahh.. rjc was good too.. everyone was good in their own special way ya?

went back to pjc and dunno how the news spread that we got COP (certificate of participation)! idiots. haha. so the altos went for and outing to KFC!! oh the lovely food.. and fried food.. and i just ate a bar of chocolate (: (: (: im happy now lahh.. oh and poor dearie was having gastric pain so he couldnt' come to school today :( GET WELL SOON BABE!! he's getting better.. that's a good thing. tomorrow i'll go back for lessons as normal.. and i HAVEN'T DONE MY ECONS YET!! haha.. 'cos i dunno how to do it lahh.. oh wells.. i'll try it out later.. and im dead tired. my eyes are closing. *yawns*

gonna shower then go do a little work if i eyes allow me to.
and then i'll go and sleep.
haha. i need my beauty sleep.
pimples are popping out due to make up.
and droopy eye bags are appearing. haii..

excited? stress

happy birthday alex!!
today is chinese orchestra syf central judging.
CHOIR SYF IS TOMORROW!!
tomorrow is symphonic band syf central judging.
*shivers* gold? silver? bronze?
so scared. dun think i can sleep tonight.
that's why i am going to go to bed really early.
then i have the liberty to roll around the bed if i can't sleep.
so by some time normal, i will be in dreamland

sally was so funny this morning!! so cute lahh..
she came to me in the morning at the parade square.
and the sun was shining like it does every morning.
so she took shelter at my shadow.. looked at me and said.
"don't look!! i look like a lobster right?"
then she runs away.. haha.
stood around during pe lessons to help take timings and record timings (:
haha.. pretty fun job i had..
was such a slacker job..
but did you know something?
there was NO CLOUDS in the sky
and i was in full school pjc uniform!!
ahhh.. ovenhot.. it was so warm lahh..
choir was supposed to be like from 10-12
but we went all the way until 1245!!
so i missed the whole geog tutorial and gp.
heh. and was 15 mins late for geog lecture.
and you know what?
when i walked in, the lecture hasn't started because mr davis was trying to fix the computer!!
went i walked in everyone gave me the *your late* look. haha.
(i walked into lt 1)
ade: hello sarah!!
me: hello
kenny: eh!!
me: what?
some a06 peeps: sarah *shakes head*
calvin: welcome back.
me: thank you.
a07 girls: WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN THE WHOLE DAY?!
me: shhh.. choir lahh..
ade: oh your got lots of homework!! well things to copy at least.
random person: HAHA.
ade: and miss lee was like WHERE IS SARAH?! she's supposed to be back.
wad a nice welcome.
geog lecture was boring.
so school ended there.. YAY!!
ade, tim, kenny, eugene, latifah went to queensway to look at jersey.
haha. i stayed in school to do work 'cos i will have lots to catch up on.
i'll be missing the whole of tomorrow's lessons. haii..
saw my babee for a while before he had to go for physics
saw him a little while more before he had rugby!!
haha.. im beginning my lessons on how to be an independent girlfriend today.
so yes.. i think i passed today!! since im still alive.
i should have done fine right? yes i have.
tomorrow i'll be wearing a gown the whole day..
with make up on my face.. i shall go into isolation.
heh. WE'VE WORKED SO HARD JUST FOR TOMORROW!!
PJC CHOIR!! (:

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okie. enough.

new template

due to the OVERPOWERING complains about the template being too pink
i decided to be nice and find a neutral coloured one.
haha. black and white.
tomorrow supposed to have napfa..
but i can't do it 'cos i got syf the next day..
so exciting (:
went to school early in the morning for choir!!
and i was dead tired.
my mind was busy thinking about things that now i realised are unnecessary.
but then when i was just about to sleep.
winston decided to call.. it was close to 2 in the morning..
*big yawns* i thought it was an important call
'cos no one would call at wee hours in the morning.
so i was zombied for the whole of today..
met my sugar to go do work..
haha. yup. wasn't very productive in doing my work today
kept getting distracted.
haii.. wad to do? when you sit in front of someone so beautiful inside out?
haha. ya lahh.. did all the econs homework.
i'm gonna be missing gp and geog tutorial tomorrow due to syf practice in the middle of school hours.
haha.. and since i don't have to do napfa, the only lesson i'll be attending tomorrow is geog lecture.
wad a waste of my timeeee.. oh precious time.
im really sleepy now.. but i had to do my friends a favour about the blog colour.
and guess what? i can paste pictures here 'cos it's wider (:
haha. yup. i'll be gone now. gonna do some fun stuff online. heh.
ONLINE QUIZZES!! see ya soon. ciao.

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